10% spending save rest

It ain’t. Its very obscure

I am from Lemmy.ml

Surveillance report

Firewalls don’t stop dragons

Litten. Its soo cute

Glad you were OK. I’m just not sure how I’m meant to keep going, is it OK if I open up?

There are 1989 different cultures

I have been speaking to a professional and things are slightly better now. Thank you for listening

Regarding porn Yes we have but before we made things offical. I should put more effort into quitting tho

As for mastrubation we would both do it together. Its a long distance thing so that’s what we would do.

I just feel like I’m not good enough. Is it wrong to look at that stuff while in a relationship? I don’t want to hurt him

At least things are getting better. Before last weekend I’d spend my days crying in my room. It feels wrong that I’m distracting myself but at least I’m not as perpetually sad now.

I just worry that by watching porn I’m being unloyal to him

Sorry I dumped all my problems on you

A boundary I made for myself. Basically 3 weeks ago my bf went mia. I fell back into my porn addiction but decided I wouldn’t let myself look at guy stuff. It was 20 days of constant sadness and while things got slightly better since last weekend he still hasn’t come back.

Not sure if I’m really attracted to guys. It could just be connected to the fact I don’t let myself watch guy porn. That’s probably it tbh

Glad you’re doing ok I’m starting to explore too

One down. Many to go

I’m safe physically but mentally it gets worse every day. I’m just praying to a false god and hoping something happens. I’m only dating same sex in private. Hell only person that knows my bf exists is my therapist. And that’s getting worse. Can I open up? Don’t want to burden you

Just tired of this goddam faith. Know its all basically bs but the propaganda runs so deep in me

The mind of a homo/transphobe is something I’ll never understand.

But I’d know from experience, these ideas arepicked uo because they feel accepted in a group of bigots. I’d know from my regrets

I don’t get it, why do they like being angry?